Thursday, August 07, 2008

New Beginnings Part 3: The State Of Play

Getting paid for doing nothing. Not feeling as though I'm truly earning anything. Feeling guilty.

Drinking lager. Not drinking alcopops. Feeling mature.

Playing X-Files, Sam and Max, and anticipating SBCG4AP. Not playing Warcraft, Mashed, or Quantum Redshift. Feeling adventurous.

Experiencing a very odd strain of man trouble. Not entirely sure what I want anymore. Feeling surprisingly happy about it all.

Being the head of a household. Not being the 21-year-old moocher on the couch. Feeling how a certain ex must have felt a few years ago. (Sorry.)

Watching Neon Genesis Evangelion, Beck and Ouran High School Host Club. Not rewatching Brigadoon, Scrapped Princess, or any Studio Ghibli. Feeling entertained.

Listening to a lot of new music. Not writing anything at all for once. Feeling the batteries recharge.

In a constant state of emotional flux. Not feeling bored or lonely. Feeling like I have something to write about for once.

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